Hello sweetheart hope your ok? I just want to say im sorry how things have turned out!! You are with me all the time though so i'm sure you'll understand! I would do anything to have you bk doll, going to see pf finally after 100 phone calls, i dont know whether to look forward to it or not. I need to know what happened but feels like i've just lost you all over again. Sean started p6, he is getting so big you'd be proud of him, he misses you like mad too, loving you always forgetting you never babe, always and forever, truly,madly,deeply xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx