Hello my sweetheart,hope ur ok!!This is so so hard babe, it kills me everyday your no here with me. Its probably just as hard for you up there! The pf still not got full results yet and i cant bear it anymore, nor can mum,dad and warren, we just need to know. Sean is missing you terribly, its a shame with my birthday coming up, i told him im not wanting to celebrate eh and he feels really bad because you always took him shopping for a pressie.... Its just a nytmare babe, i'll love you all my life babe, no matter wat happens you will always have my heart, always and forever babe, truly,madly,deeply xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx