To my darling up in the sky, how can i say happy fathers day when it wont be happy!!! God we miss you soooo much babe, people say time will heal but i think it just learns us to live with the pain in our hearts... My heart is breaking sweetheart and i dont know when it'll stop, probably never. The hardest thing is though Gareth i'm still madly and deeply in love with you!!! How can i be in love with someone who's no longer here? But you are really here in spirit babe. I will always love you and think about you, all my love forever and always truly, madly, deeply xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx