Hello ma darling, hope your well. So hard to believe 11 weeks ago we were together and now your not here!!! My heart is breaking today as it was the day i lost you but it wont be forever cause we'll meet again someday in that better place, where you already are. Im going to London on sat for few days with mum, kristine and mary, wish you were coming with me babe xxxx I'll love all my life Gareth, our vows said till death us do part, but i'm still loving you now and forever babe, truly, madly, deeply always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx