Hello my darling, i hope your ok??? Missing you like mad, i just feel so empty inside..... I went and done what you always wanted me to do, felt a weight lifted off my shoulders, but you were there with me weren't you? 9 weeks!!!!! it's still as if its a dream, still blurry and hazy and the pain in my heart, it will never go away xxxx All my love forever and always babe, truly, madly, deeply xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx